omg guise!!! its been dayummmm long since i've updated this holy space of mine sighhhh
school work is reallty hectic and poly is honestly no joke man. i always feel stressed out no matter how much i try to rush my assignments so i get to have some time for myself. the worst part is that everyone is always at a faster pace than me which really freaks me out zzzz
no matter whatttt i still have no regrets :)))) (anyway I cant regret also hahah sobsob)
so like through these few months of my poly life im really grateful for knowing many many manyyyyyy nice people (some are very fake though, i tryna keep a distance in case I get influenced HAHAHA)
and the following would be some things I try to be strict with myself to stay not so stressed out! I dont know if it would work for you but whatever im just gonna note it down and constantly remind myself.
1. Do work at your own pace
try not to care about what others pace are, just do it at your own pace which you can focus and concentrate most. slow and steady wins the race yo!!! must must must do whats more suitable for yourself if not everything would end up going wrong if you tryna rush yourself just because you are so easily influenced by others!!
2. Do it for yourself
never ever i repeat never ever try to compare your marks with others. as much as this stupid world revolves around grades mostly, never ever have the heart to compete with others because it is just so unhealthy. it only ends up causing jealousy and sadness. so just do it for yourself, because the marks you get belongs to you yourself only, not others. do not care or think about other peoples results. so very unhealthy and distracting.
3. Do not treat others how you do not want them to treat you like
this amazing quote came from benji when i was bitching bout some gal. so even as much as I dont like some people I guess I should be nice and just avoid them and dont annoy them. I shall save up my saliva and keep my mouth shut about them too. It will only distract myself and its sooooo badddddddd. Imagine someone scolding meeee how hurtful would it be sobbbzzz yay good self reflection done
goodbye
