Square-fade pictures

Basically my life in squares, andddddd in fade effect!! Got damn addicted to it thanks to Mabel  😍 😗

new kicks I got from H&M recently!! super in love with 💗 

visiting Nanz house during deepavali! I miss secondary school days so so so much, where people are less fake.

notebooks Jeanette were choosing to write her module notes :)

great marshmallow ice cream Brenda & I waited damn long for

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first time wearing le new kicks, along with new pullover which Leyi & I got tgtr! 

hers in green 😊

random art thang I drew while being bored in Environmental Health lecture zzzz

prolly the best person on earth 

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recently gone damn crazy with etude house stuffs???

I have like 3 packets of their stuffs within a week lel see my level of fandom

& super love how they give samples!!!

omggggg can just spend my whole pay there

dk why I got so into makeup recently hehehe

girlssssss 

Life now

Honestly everything in my life is damn fucked up now.
School just barely started, and I'm forced back to being hardworking but I'm still unable to cope whatever is being taught. This sucks. Yes I am not only stupid, but also a very slow learner.

Getting into X was the best thing that could ever happen in my life because indeed it is a very rare opportunity. But ever since I got to know everyone, meetings were never going my way. Every single time I would cry without fail. Lousy planning, zero efficiency. Im sick of all these already. Fuck off guys.

Always having to feel left out, not being able to fit in, not attractive enough for people to start conversation with.  How many times I cried for being not pretty enough to get chosen while other girls dont even have to try to be pretty. Im so sick of all these superficial and judgemental shits even though I admit I do it too. Karma I guess, fuck it. This is my life, my sucky life that I have to go through.

Hate projects, hate meetings, hate socialising.
All I want to do is have enough sleep and do what I feel comfortable with.