Sigh....I guess in life you just don't get all you want? Gahhh
No matter how much praying, no matter how much you want something more than someone else....that someone always gets it, don't they? So is this how I describe life?
I have never been so sad in my 17 years of life, feeling that the world only revolves around connections, connections & connections. If its a bad one, then too bad. You are fucked. If its good, then there goes a sweet life for you.
No matter how much crying, is there a chance to change the results? No. It will only make others happier. So all I can do now is to just sink in? I refuse.
Gonna be positive & accept all my failures, then make the best out of everything.
I am strong.
So many terrible things have happened to me this year, I'm sure I can get through it.
And ofc, I survived this tough period all by myself, so it also shows that I don't need a boyfriend in any point of my life to rely on anymore. I gotta learn to stand strong to be myself. Nobody is gonna help me, just when I thought certain people would. It ain't ever gonna happen. That's what I've learnt.
Good job MingYang, you're about to survive the toughest period in your life. My life, full of regrets, but still have to get through it even if it means sadness. Because I want to live. For myself, my family. When I look back, I will really be so proud of myself for graduating from all these shit, and becoming so successful in the future. I want to have a great career, great body, great mind, great success. (and lets forget a beautiful sunshine face HAHAHA)
Gonna sign off xoxo
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