Today, I've just conquered one of the most important interview in my life. I don't know what the results will be, but I'm really praying damn hard I will get in because it is all I ever wanted.
Life is sometimes so unpredictable, be it good or bad things sigh.
This year feels like a roller coaster ride already even though its only July.
Recently I've been listening to past songs that I've heard when in Year 1 in my Spotify playlist.
Makes me reminisce all the fun times as a freshie.
Year 2 now, everything has became so much harder.
Studies, relationships, work-life balance.
I feel like an adult, yet still like a child.
Really prefer studying rather than going out to the real world and work in an industry.
Ok, so basically just wanna marry a rich man that loves me then I won't have to work HA HA
But first, I really gotta upgrade myself to fit the man that I'm gonna marry.
I like how ambitious I am, but not the part that I am lazy to take actions sometimes...
Oh well.
I wanna:
- start taking dance lessons
- start taking ukulele or guitar lessons
- find time to draw
- love someone
- devote myself to a soul mate
- do well in my studies
- get into what I always wanted
- balance well my work & study life
- make more time for my family
- love people that really cares for me
- remind myself the line towards certain people
I just feel that I need commitments to get myself busy, forget everything, & make myself feel useful.
'Don't expect to be at my success, when you're never at my lowest.'
'You're all over there happy, with a new motivation in life, while I'm still here stuck with the past.'
I guess I'm so sad these months to the point of not realising that my birthday is approaching until now ha ha
May God be ever in my favor please please please I really want to get in very badly
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